Should this make me feel weird?

I don't know why, but somehow I feel odd being "the guy in charge".

It's not that I don't feel qualified, although I do feel a little lost with regards to the new project I'm working on, but time will pass and I'll figure things out... it's more that I feel weird being the guy that all of these grown men... husbands, fathers, grandfathers, etc. all come to for answers. And really, that's not even the biggest thing. I can handle that. I've (mostly) got my shit together....

It's the ass-kissing that weirds me out. Like, at first I thought people were just being nice, but now I think they're kissing my ass. And it creeps me out to no end.

I am not someone whose ass should be getting kissed. I'm not important. Believe it or not, I'm not nearly full enough of myself to think I deserve any treatment like this. I just want you to get your shit done, and really, kissing my ass is only slowing things down

Or maybe this is one of those "my diamond shoes are too tight" complaints.....

PS: I can assure you this is about the farthest thing from false modesty possible.